things have changed.

So I have returned from a life defining weekend.

Coming out on the other side of it I know my life will never been the same as it has until this point. Not necessarily in a bad way, but different. Although this break up hasn't exactly been smooth, It seems like I've finally done my final wrong and I have lost someone that cared about me very dearly.

So..to reflect. Here's something new.

The things he still has to see.
The places has yet to be.
The haunting loneliness in being free.


I hope that amanda understands all this.
Sorry for everything.

Later folks.